It's All About Me Me Me Me Me~

CHANGES.

2012-01-23T14:48:00.000-08:00

There it go another half semester...it's mid-sem break now! also the Chinese New Year festival! wohoo! Gong Xi Fa Chai!!! ^^ New Year Resolutions? people always say their new year resolutions are to achieve past year's new year resolutions..hahaha..but I don't remember my past year's resolution..or...did I ever have any? haha..let's make it one this year..hmm...my new year resolutions for this year is...to change. Yea...everything will change on it's own. Anything different from it's original condition is also know as changes. That's it! That's what I want..yea...this resolution sounds really unclear..but any changes that happened, happening and will happen to me, are my new year resolutions..=]

My house changed. The gates n doors were repainted, the living room is added with one set of television, a really big one..haha..n the CNY decoration of course..these changes are good and they give the warmth of a home to me..especially when I saw a pair of slipers my mum bought specially for me to be wore inside the house...thank you mummy! I love you! =D but there's still things that didn't change: my room-remain as many stuffs as how it used to be. LOL

It' 2012. I'm 19 years old now. I had live almost 2 decades in this world as a human being. How many percent of my life had gone? 20%? 50? or 90%? How much longer will I live? How many decades more do I have? Is it true that 2012 will be the end of the world? No one knows...but who cares? muahaha...I'll just live like I'm dying..Do whatever I feel like doing, experience whatever I've never tried before, ask whatever I wanna know without hesitation..No matter it sounds stupid or I'll look childish, but that's the true me...and I know that if I don't learn it from now, i'll look even more childish and immature if I ask it later..Why delay? Talk about delay..yea..I admit that I'm someone who loves to delay work...I'll work at the eleventh hour. Every time and on everything. Which makes me hate myself..bah..because I'll always end up blaming myself for not doing it earlier...It's my mid-sem test next Monday..and yet I'm still relaxing here...Though there's lots and lots of assignments...n i have not even touch on it yet...Sounds really bad, huh? and things become worse when I'm still sitting at here to write this post, right? LOL

Lack of time. Is it an excuse? Yes, it is. Know that I shouldn't have wasting my time anymore for time is gold. Time and tides wait for no man. Those are the sayings that are always be heard, but how much it actually effective by merely listening to it? Lately, I've been really wasting a lot of time...wasted a lot of time being emotional, wasted a lot of time thinking stuffs that I shouldn't have started to think of, wasted a lot of time doing things that made myself tired, wasted a lot of time sleeping after that...I had just wasted a lot of time.

My classmate reminded on me that day, we just left 3 months to be together. He reminded me not to be upset, not to be angry, not to fight, not to hate from now on. He got the point there. I should treasure the 3 months time left in KMM and enjoy every seconds to the fullest for I know KMM is gonna be one of the most meaningful place in my life and time spent here will also be one of the most precious and unforgettable one.

I've learnt a lot in KMM. Remembered that I first reached KMM, how much I used to suffer from homesickness and new environment for I'm a kinda dependent child in the family as I'm the youngest. From someone who don't wash the clothes herself, who don't iron the clothes herself, who don't always wash the dishes herself, who don't fold her clothes herself, who don't say thank you often, who don't realize how innocent and naive she is, who is shy to meet guys, who is shy to talk, who is shy to ask, to become someone who is in the opposite way..pretty ashamed to tell it all here but I have to admit..for they are some of my achievements in my life..hahaha...xD they might seem small n weightless to you, but they are somehow some heavy experiences which lay deep in my mind.

I've learnt to say thank you more often,

I've learnt to be more grateful,

I've learnt to be more happy,

I've learnt to be more appreciative,

I've learnt to be more polite,

I've learnt to be more obedient,

I've learnt to be more helpful,

I've learnt to be more cooperative,

I've learnt to be stronger mentally and physically,

I've learnt to be more understanding,

I've learnt to be more caring and being cared,

I've learnt to realize how many people around me loves me truly,

I've learnt not to give up that easily,

I've learnt to stand up when I fall,

I've learnt not to fall easily,

I've learnt to forget and forgive,

I've learnt to be less secretive,

I've learnt to be less sensitive..

There are so many kind of people in this world..this world is like a stage and everyone is an actor, a professional one..Some performed like how their script were but some performed their true stories. Sometimes, a person's acting skill is just too perfect to be differentiated if it's reality or drama. Sometimes, I just don't really understand the performances. What are the actors were trying to tell? What are the messages that they want the audiences to know? And why are the actors act in that way?

Why do life have to be like this? For variety is the spice of life? then I think my life is really got spiced up. Haha. It is 'spiced' with:

Chili when the atmosphere is filled with hatred;

Salt when things went wrong;

Bitterguard when you know something sad, and feel bad, really bad;

Ajinomoto (MSG) when you realized how bad it affects you after it made your life taste better,

Lemon juice when the atmosphere is filled with jealousy;

Wasabi when you feel like crying,

Drug when you feel so high and just want it more even though you know it hurts;

Egg when everything is going right and you just love it;

Sugar when you know how many people around you are caring of you at the end of the day.

Let bygones be bygones. That's what I always tell others but recently, I've been telling myself over and over again. Starting all over again seems to be the only solution when things were ruined really bad-can't be fixed. This time, just not gonna put high hopes again for the higher hopes you're having,the greater disappointment you'll suffer later. Nevertheless, lowering your expectations just make you to get a lot easier to be happy! =D All the best and good luck for the new beginning! Have a healthy, happy and beautiful dragon year! Happy Chinese New Year! ^^

Life is full of CHALLENGES...

2011-11-07T10:33:00.000-08:00

Guess what? Imma ain't know the route from my house to neither Jaya Jusco nor Ipoh Parade actually...and today, what did I did? I just grab my phone and purse and drive to Jaya Jusco ALL ALONE and depending 100% on my phone's GPS..LOL Did get lost sometime but then try to drive regarding to my instinct and finally get to follow the route recommended by the GPS back..

Was really scary but challenging because Imma driving all alone...this is the rarest thing that I've ever did in my life as Imma doing something (I consider big) all alone..since my driving skill is just hanging around by the pass border...yea..I actually doubted my own ability..but then I ain't know why for today that I just took up all my courage and go with my heart...lol..sounds really childish but that's also the reason for me to take up this challenge all of a sudden..yea..I do consider it as a challenge as I really ain't know the exact route..x.x

I firstly went to Station 18 but couldn't find a thing that satisfy my needs..With strong enthusiasm, I followed my heart and said to myself, "Since you don't know the route, why not make it today to clear everything? Until when do you wanna doubt?" So, I set my GPS and started driving following the instructions of the GPS...I did get off from the route recommended by the GPS at first..as I've mentioned earlier..I just follow my instinct..and at last...I've reach my destination! Another challenge when I've reached Jusco is that to find a parking! Today was really full! fully parked! I wander around for some time before I got a parking unexpectedly..xD thanks God for giving me such gift on this special day. =D So I reached Jaya Jusco around 4pm++ and shopped till 6pm++..guess what? I saw some of my KMM friends there! one of them was my classmate, with his gal xD (his girl do really look pretty and she looked very shy when she saw me...lol) U guys should know who am I referring to ba...xD

Back then, the journey back home was really causing me a little more nervous..I followed GPS and it brought me to follow the the less-used and long route..then I felt something was wrong when the surroundings seem so unfamiliar to me..I got even more nervous when it started to rain..was worrying for lightnings and thunders..Thanks God again for protecting me from all that..the rain is not heavy but the skies are dark...But the urge of getting home as soon as possible drove my attention to drive attentively rather than worrying of those lightnings, thunders and darkness..then I took a U-turn and this time I try to believe my instinct..I know which way should I turn when I reach the junction..However, I couldn't not recognize the junction and took the wrong exit again..lol...but that exit took me to Ipoh Parade and since then I got more familiar to the route back home from Ipoh Parade..Thus, I had more confident and trust both my GPS and myself..Finally, I got home around 7++pm after several wanders..

Had my dinner in quite a fast pace for I know it's already late since I've to leave to KL tonight but I still haven't pack my stuffs..@@ and end up chocking by the fine fish bones..was eating alone that time and facing the chocking situation alone...coughing repeatedly, hoping that the bone could come out but still feel the pain in my throat after several try..then I decided to consumed few spoons of rice together and then I got better..Thought of the chocking incident shouldn't take my life away but I can't be sure for life is planned by God....We ain't know how long do we live..Thanks God again for saving me from fish bones..x.x

Today, I've learnt a lot..I realize that being alone could force myself to be more brave, more confident, more independent and learn more! We learn all the time...whenever we are..whoever we are with.. The feelings of being alone in a place that you have no idea what is it all about and how will it be, how should it be, how should we work with it...should be similar to the situation whenever we reach a new place-the outside world.

Dream...

2011-11-06T17:11:00.000-08:00

As my dad wake up this morning, he asked me "What have you decide for your future?" Guess he asked so for I mentioned about it to my mum last night during dinner..I asked my mum if I should choose between art and science stream...I know I shouldn't have ask such question at this time..It is not too late but..to her, I don't have to..So many events that had happened during these few days while I'm back to my hometown had puzzled me n lead me to ask such question..However, guess it's not the time to decide which stream to choose anymore..Since I've started my step on this path, then I should continue it...Life is short..I don't have many 10 years time to be wasted..

"Take the chance when you have it"

That's what my dad told me..he said he did mistakes too..he was wanted to do medicine but he don't have the opportunity..Now that I have the opportunity, I should grab it and go with it, he said. I can feel that my dad do really really really hope for me to do medicine..It feels like he's hoping for me to continue his dream..he advised me to go for medicine, pharmany is the second choice n destistry will be the last choice..it's not easy..yes..i know it..this make me realise how my life is gonna be a lot different from now on...

That's for my future..back to now...

Here's a song to be shared for the person who changes my life since we met..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0M8R8Davjvk&feature=related

謝謝...你的溫柔

These two are just some additional links for entertainment..lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mebzXfWi87E&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Khx6M6cVcvw&feature=related

Half way of the 1st journey..

2011-11-06T01:40:00.000-07:00

Now I had just have my finals done and it is already the end of Sem 1..still remember the first few days when I first reached KMM..I cried for the first two days of homesick n missing my love ones-my family...In just a blink of an eye, it had come to the end of Sem 1. Wonder how would it be at the end of Sem 2..it must be hard for us to leave KMM and leave each other after 1 year of spending most of the time together..but that's life..people walk in n out of our life..we learn from each other, get closer to each other n develop strong friendship bonds with one and another..I hope that these bonds doesn't end here..it will still stay strong, or even get stronger to the end of the time..

Today is the 3rd day I'm home at my hometown! Sadly to say that I gotta leave earlier for KAKOM. Anyway, hope that I'll enjoy myself there n present the best of me during the competition! really do hope that we would win the competition! not forgetting my MUET test which is just around the corner..hope I didn't repeat what I did during my speaking test..jeez

Sem 2 is gonna be a start of a new determination..hmm..an additional determination perhaps? Since there's couple of people saying that I had 'inflated' since the half end of sem 1.. x.x So, sem 2 is so gonna be the start of a real diet life! Hope I did success this time >.<

3 months later..

2011-08-25T20:52:00.000-07:00

The same date of last three months...

Was the day that I would probably never forget in my life..LOL

It was the third day in Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka (KMM) where I was caught for discipline problem for the first time in my life..because of my blonde hair..hahaha..

I actually asked my friend and she said her sister who went to the matrikulasi in Penang says that it's ok to dye hair in matric...that's why I didn't dye my hair black back before I went to KMM..lol..anyway, it was quite a nice experience because I don't think I'll face it in any time of my life again...LOL

and because of that incident, I found my hometown-mate that we both had been searching for each other since the 1st day..lol...we don't know each other at all...but we only know that there's someone in KMM that are from Batu Gajah too..hahaha..how did we meet?

okay..it was really a perfect coincidence! hahhaha..both of us were caught to the stage for attire problem and so coincidentally, we're standing next to each other! She was caught for her shirt was a little too short and her slack was light and tight..and for me, my hair was blonde..there were other students standing with us on the stage as well..guess that will be the first and the last time I am caught for discipline problem in KMM..lol..hope so..>.<
That was a meaningful experience for me..hahaha..because that incident had made me known by many people as all of the students were watching us at the astaka that time..including the seniors..lol..and I've knew some friends during the whole process-those who were on the same boat with me..hees

anyway..that was three months before..

let's talk about the moments during the three months..

I've been outing for almost every week during that three months..but I only went to Masjid Tanah most of the weeks..lol..and I went to the Melaka Town thrice in that three months time..Since I've been to KMM, there were many first time in my life..First time wash clothes on my own, first time stay far away from family, first time staying in hostel school, first time cycling with a bunch of friends, first time celebrating birthdays with lots of peers, first time get caught on stage, first time involving in organizing an big election event, first time being class rep(monitor), first time puasa successfully ^^, first time participating in traditional dance competition, first time eating really hot and spicy food (until I cried so badly), first time really tension about studies (until cried Dx), first time fail quiz, first time can't finish the exam paper..D'x, first time feeling so bad in studies..argh...to sum up, first time feeling so stress in life! LOL

BUT 'stress' is not going to be the word that I give when I think of KMM! 'Fun' instead! because in KMM, I've known a bunch of really good friends, really really good..not only good in terms of study, but also good in sports(esp badminton! O.O), good in caring and helping each other..yea...they are very nice..=] many of them are much more hardworking and clever than me..I have many to learn from them..

My roommates are good as well..most of my friends know that I have really good relationship with my roommates as we always been together-outing, lunch, dinner, joining a camp together under the same club...unfortunately, one of my roommates have moved out form KMM..she got a nursing course offer at...International Islamic University Malaysia..but that had made me and me other two roommates to get more closer now..

to be continue..=]

I'M SENSITIVE

2011-04-06T07:03:00.000-07:00

THINK BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING STUPID.

I'M SENSITIVE!

I'M REALLY SENSITIVE LIKE MY NAME!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT 'STFU' MEANS ALL THIS WHILE UNTIL U TAUGHT ME TODAY! THANKS FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO USE IT!

Pardon my French.

Mr. Oreo McFlurry, I need you! D=

2011-03-22T03:55:00.000-07:00

D=
Suddenly become NO MOOD at all D=
Ain't know why...xO
No mood to do anything at all..
Just feel like eating ice-cream or chocolate..
I NEED Oreo McFlurry so D@MN much now!! D=

Why????? D=

I don't know..
Maybe because of something..
or nothing? @@

Maybe because of tomorrow?
Tomorrow is the day that might make many people cry at the same time..
Maybe for the same reason..or different..
Maybe because too happy..or disappointed..

What do I feel now?
Anxious? Curious? Nervous?
Nahh...I don't feel anything..xO
No mood at all..haihz...

I imagined about tomorrow..
The moment when I get my SPM result slip..
and I look at it..

If I get results that are worse than what I've expected..
Will I cry? Or..just..
"owh..na..nothing big deal..just keep n leave.."

or if I get results that I've never expected..like..straight A's?
Nah..not really possible..x.x
I know how I did my physic n sejarah paper xO
But I can imagine that..even if I did..
I'll be like..how I used to be when I took my PMR results..>.<

or...
Maybe because I wanted to drive out so deadly but I cant?
I felt so sorry to my friends when they asked if I could fetch them out for outing..
I felt like I'm so useless..only know how to depend on others..D=
I have car...I passed my driving test....but...so what???!!!
It doesn't makes any difference...I still can't drive out..=/
Because...I cant..
My mum don't let me..
I asked if I can drive out just now..and she says....
"NO. I don't trust you." LOL
She only lets me to drive around my park..
with an experienced driver sitting beside me to guide me..

Duh..waiting for my big brother to guide me wait till my neck also long till almost broken off jor..haihz..luckily I didn't put high hope..if not sure more disappointed =/

Let bygones be bygones.

2011-03-20T22:47:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since we last chat..

Doesn't really seems like a chat anyway..let's call it......an act.

I acted nothing happened, so stupidly, putting on my Thick Face, and made the first step..trying to make things better..hoping for at least a smile.. and you gave me SH!T.

I didn't hope for a return because I know there's no U-turn..I can't even see the SIGNboard..=/

All these while, I've been struggling, going thru all these - torturing myself, crying, being emo, stupid thoughts, empty hopes...and being alone. All these CRAPS, TRASH, RUBBISH! I'm not gonna do these all again..not anymore..at least..not for you again.

Because you taught me to let go.

You made me realize my priorities in my life.

You made me knew my limitations.. like a string has it's own elastic limit. =P

Maybe we're fated to be this way.

After so long...

So many tragedies happened, so many disasters, sickness..so many people die everyday..people around us leave us one by one..

Maybe they are fated to be that way too.

These happenings even wake me up from my....dream?

I've learnt my lesson. An very expensive lesson.

I've learnt not to waste my time and effort on people who don't give a d@mn on me.

I've learnt that I can't please everyone around me.

I've learnt to appreciate people around me more.

I've learnt to accept and let go.

I've learnt to be satisfied with what I already have.

I've learnt to be happy and not to think too much.

I've learnt to live like we're dying.

I've never understand that phrase (live like we're dying) until today..

until someone told me..at the right time, at the right way, at the right situation..

guess..that's what called fate, huh? lol =D

No matter what will happen in the future,

No matter things will get better or worse,

No matter you or me gonna regret..

I'll live like I'm dying.

I can do it, I hope you can do it too. =]

Miss the moments

2010-12-21T22:23:00.000-08:00

Miss my seniors - I used to listen to,

miss my juniors -I used to play with,

miss my classmates - I used to study with,

miss my schoolmates - I used to be together,

miss my friends - I used to quarrel with,

miss my teachers - I used to learn from,

miss my choirs - I used to sing with and conduct,

miss my Leos - I used to Raor with!,

miss my Renjer Puteri members - I used to have fun together,

miss my badminton club members - I used to cooperate with,

miss the school prefects - I used to duty with,

miss the 'Seimbas' Crews - I used to work with,

miss the kebajikan members - I used to sell things together with,

miss my classroom - I used to discuss in,

miss my table - I used to write on,

miss my school field - I used to do my sports on,

miss my library - I used to scream in, =P

miss the Prefect room - I used to sweat in,

miss the art studio - I used to listen stories in,

miss the badminton court - I used to be the emcee in the morning,

miss the hall - I used to stand throughout the assembly (& had my SPM @@),

miss the stairs - I used to climb on,

miss the Bilik KH(s) - I used to finish my kerja kursus in,

miss the computer room - I used to try to find a perfect computer but failed.. x.x ,

miss the school canteen - I used to celebrate birthdays at ,

miss 'Kawasan Larangan' - I used to keep the baju koir and snap pics..lol,

miss the staff room - I used to go in and out many times daily,

miss the office- I used to enter bravely each time n borrow radio,

miss the patio - I used to hang out at,

miss the pavilion - I used to chat with friends at,

miss taman herba - I used to pose with frens xp,

miss summer house! - I used to have meetings and discussions at,

miss bilik AVA - I used to have my teeth check and prefect meetings and choir practices xp,

miss bilik media - I used to have the classes, choir meetings n practices at,

miss bilik SPBT - I used to borrow n return the books and wrap the presents for Teachers' Day in,

miss all the laboratories! - I used to sleep in XD,

miss the bilik persediaan - I used to prepare Garbage Enzyme in,

miss kedai buku - I used to arrange the books in,

miss the koperasi - I used to buy yogurt, chocolates and milks in,

miss bilik KOKO - I used to keep the Leo things in,

miss the chapel - I used to have my POL class in with Mr. Chee xp,

miss the surau - I used to climb around, change and take pics in (each time preparations for performances),

miss the tempat letak basikal - I used to bit farewell to my friends at,

miss my school bus - I used to have many memories in (many happy,sweet, and sad memories) ,

n lastly..miss the....powder room XD

Quoted from "http://www.lifeoptimizer.org/2007/06/26/what-is-the-key-to-success/"

2010-07-31T12:48:00.000-07:00

Success is everybody’s dream. But what is the key tosuccess? How can you be successful? In my post aboutdefining successful people, I wrote that we should measure success based on how much we give rather than how much we receive. Fortunately, it also works nicely the other way around since those who give more almost always will also receive more.

Based on that, you can see that the more value you give to others, the more successful you will be. So how do you pave your way tosuccess? How do you become more successful? The answer is amazingly simple. Here it is:

The key to success is making yourself as useful as possible toothers.

That’s it. Making yourself as useful as possible to others.

If you focus on applying this, others will realize the value they get from you and they will attract more people to come to you. These new people will also realize the value they get from you and they will attract even more people to come to you. The virtuous cycle begins and you are now on your way to success.

With this principle in mind, you should aim at increasing your usefulness to others. How do you do that? Here are some ideas:

Be observant of needs
To be useful to others, you should always be aware of even the slightest clues of needs. The more sensitive you are to the needs of others, the more appreciative people will eventually become. The best scenario is being able to anticipate a need before the other people are even aware of it.
Find solutions to the needs
Now that you are aware of needs, the next step is finding solutions to them. The solutions you offer should be as useful as possible. To be able to do so, there is no other way but to continuously build your own value. It is from the value you have that you could give value to others.
Be proactive to help
Do not wait for the other person to ask for your help. Be proactive. Give your help even before they ask.
Be sincere
What matters is not only the solution you offer, but also the way you deliver it. Being sincere means being glad to help others without expecting anything in return. Make it your joy to give something to others. People can somehow distinguish whether or not you are sincere.
Go the extra mile
Doing the above four steps is good, but add this one if you can:give more than expected. First, give what is expected, and then add a little more. If you do the above four steps people will be appreciative, but if you add this one step they will be impressed.

PAST DOES NOT EQUAL THE FUTURE!!

2010-07-31T12:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah..

Past is Past..

As time can't rewind...

Me, as an ordinary human being..

Should not look back..

But move forward!

No matter what happened..

How it was happened..

It's all PAST..

Nobody can change the PAST..

BUT..

Everyone's future should be controlled by themselves!

We should not let anyone else to choose our future..

Because it's our own life..

Our..Own..Life..

Everything you do..

It's you who make it happen!

Whether you want a bright or dark future..

It's all in your hand..

So..Grab all your opportunities..

And FLY!~

Remember!

FOR THINGS TO CHANGE, YOU MUST CHANGE FIRST!

NO CHANGE TO PROGRESS!

36th day

2010-04-03T15:43:00.000-07:00

Now I'm confused..

Are you mad at me?

Are you really that hate me?

If it is so..can u give me a hint?

Can you stop making me uncertain?

7th day

2010-03-06T15:21:00.000-08:00

Fall sick dy..jeez

Tournament the same day with exam...

in a sick mood..

how am I going to do it right??

How I wish I still have a chance..

How I wish I could have the right..

How I wish someone would listen..

6th day

2010-03-05T19:29:00.000-08:00

Was too tired these days..

Yesterday slept the whole night but didn't do anything even revision although examinations loom ahead..

Running nose and sore throat are always attacking me..

Which makes me feel more sleepy..

Not even started my revision yet..

Hate myself for not being in the mood yet..

Thought that it will waste somebody's time..

But at the end..

I was just wasting my own time..

What a stupid thought..

What a stupid decision..

What a stupid answer...

4th day

2010-03-03T21:28:00.000-08:00

Mood getting up and down..

Wondering if things really getting better..

Hope that I don't make 'up and down' thought....

3rd day

2010-03-02T21:13:00.000-08:00

I can feel things are getting better..

But I wonder if we can get better too.....

2nd day

2010-03-01T21:54:00.000-08:00

Tried so hard to dodge you the whole day..
But at the end..
We still meet..

1st day

2010-02-28T18:08:00.000-08:00

Never thought that things could change so fast..
Never thought that things could change so differently..
Never thought that the true feeling of hurt is so suffering..
Never thought that it would turn out like this...

What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am..
I never meant to be so cold..

I'm sorry I'm bad
I'm sorry You were blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry

Hari Raya Puasa, Mooncake Festival and trip at....dunno where xp

2009-11-22T18:59:00.000-08:00

Kuih Raya from Finaz..thanks her and her family very munchie~ siap dengan duit raya lagi..huhuu ^^ yummy!! thanks Ellya and her family too for inviting me to her open house..the kuih raya and rendang plus lemang are really delicious!! Love it! hmm~~ yum yum~~

Mooncake Festival...playing candles...the candles brighten up the night and make it feel so romantic for me..lol xpHaving such memorable time with family with these mooncakes and variety of food really leave me a pleased and grateful time..

Innocent de little Vivian playing candle..lolz XD
Good place for dating..hees xp
You can even rent the boat to cross over the lake~ with your family..or your loves one..xp

Beautiful scenery~ so peaceful~ aww...

Your Guardian Angel

2009-11-08T00:40:00.000-08:00

Artist: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lyrics

Album: Don't You Fake It

Year: 2006

Title: Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I'll stay

and I hope that you'll stay too...

One day trip at Genting Highland!!!

2009-09-27T22:56:00.000-07:00

Date: 25th September 2009, Friday

Venue: Genting Highland
2nd time go Genting PLAY..XP

24th September 2009

Went Ipoh with Yee Yuin, Ing Ern and Soo Ching....K-box..shouting like MAD!! XD kaka..release tension..yeah~ hehe xp First time hear Ah Fan sing tim...not bad not bad..hehe..xp

Night time Janet and Sally went to my house...waiting for my hunny, Pui Mun to fetch us to Soo Ching's house...wait n wait n wait....finally~ hehe..she drives slowly...to ensure everything's safe..lol xp When reach Soo Ching's house, all of us went out for...some for dinner...others yum cha..hehe xp then walk back to Soo Ching's house...chat, play truth or dare...xp n...msn..hees..most of us x sleep that night...can't sleep neh...but i slept awhile lu...

25th September 2009

then 2.xx am...all still awake..hungry n cooked Cintan Curry Mee eat..wakaka...xp 1st time in my life...so 'early' still eat so much..hehe xp then..me n Pui Mun MSN with Michelle..using Soo Ching's account...hehe..xp chat till...the computer suddenly switched off by itself..wuwu...then wait awhile...3.xx am..brush teeth..n get ready to go out..4.xx am...Soo Ching's mum fetch us out to the bus...we board the bus and..sharp at 4.30am..the bus leave n fetch the rest at Tg. Tualang...some of them are my tuition-mates...hehe xp slept in the bus...stopped half way for breakfast...

This is our breakfast..chicken rice and Milo ice at 7.00am...another 1st time in my life..eat rice this early...xp bao bao le....took some picx..me n hunny...xpmorning walk...around the restaurant...hehe xp...me and Janet...my 'bf' ..kaka xp jkjk xp

we're the earliest to get into the bus...bahaha...Janet n Pui Mun there..xp

then continue our journey...stopped awhile at..a rest house...lol...forgotten where's the place...xp n continued our journey...until we reach there....Genting Skyway...got into the Cable car...wohoo~ reminds me the 1st time I sat with my schoolmates since...form 1 if i'm not mistaken..xpA scene took from inside the cable car...wohoo~ feel so cold when reach there...

this is how I dressed...cold-blooded betul me... 1st thing we do...find locker!! bahaha...to keep our bags na...then 1st game we played was....spinner!! same as Form 1..hehe...

Pui Mun, Me and...Janet...er...can you see her? lol...her lil head..xp then met Inn Shen there!! huhuu!!! yesh! best betul got him with us..lol xp then...played cyclone...all involved...then corkscrew for twice..hehe xp syok betul! XD scream! scream! scream! xp but Inn Shen didn't play...x knw y le..hmm....Janet and me...while waiting our turn...hehe xp then Soo Ching and Pui Mun played the space shot..hoho...Pui Mun sit on it only say she's scared..lolx..but it's too late..muahaha...I didn't play...x dare le...once in my life enough..lol xp...x remember the sequences liao..just remember we played flying coaster(all except Pui Yan)..tea cup(me and Janet-1 cup, Pui Mun and Inn Shen diff cup..n Soo Ching and Ah Fan another cup)spin spin spin...so dizzy at the end...xp we sempat bergambar lagi...while spinning..kaka xp ..then...Pirate Train(Janet, Pui Yan, Pui Mun, me and Inn Shen) *thx Inn Shen for helping us to take this pic while waiting for your turn..hehe xp*, Pirate Ship(all of us),Flying Dragon(all of us)..wa...Flying Dragon Pui Mun gei scary ar...hers x locked de...me sitting with Inn Shen behind her..worrying her...look at her move from left to right..lol xp.. then...we played adult bumper car..hehe...u langgar me...i langgar u gam...lol...we all pakat to hit Inn Shen..kaka xp....and...we went to Snow World..*thx Inn Shen again for helping us to take picx from outside the Snow World..keke xp..having fun inside there throwing ice to each other n play the slides...thrice if i'm not mistaken..hehe...n get 2 free ice-cream...bahaha...xp how lucky..xp

and...THE HAUNTED ADVENTURE....I guess this is the most memorable place ba...hehe...(Inn Shen leading me, Janet, Pui Mun and Pui Yan inside...but lastly...he's the last one cuz all of us get scared by the 'ghost' and run xD...his jacket give us tarik till longgar sai..kaka xP...regret for didn't buy the picx we took..haihz..cuz we know we won't enter again without Inn Shen..kaka xP) and last but not least....went to Dinasourland to take some picx before leave...unfortunately..Ah Fan left..so you can't see him in the following picx..hehe..xpdid you notice the corkscrew? xp Wearing the spec they gave for entering THE HAUNTED ADVENTURE...no no no....last game was...Double Deck Carousel...hehe xp

best best best! best holiday ever! xp

我知道

2009-09-26T19:00:00.000-07:00

by2's new album called twins by2
詞曲：于萱
我知道- by2

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛

一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油
我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
答應你我會好好過
不讓這些眼淚白流

Choir memories...

2009-06-10T01:34:00.001-07:00

Karnival Kebudayaan Muzik 2009

Sekolah-sekolah Negeri Perak

Date : 2nd and 3rd June 2009

Venue : Gerik, Hulu Perak (We stayed at Sek. Men. Agama Ghazali Jawi Gerik)

We reach there about 4pm...bus bus..

there's description inside each pictures ya..hehe xp

(*single size bed still need to share by 2 person..*)

ops..too self-loving jor tim...paisheh paisheh...keke xp...'sot-ting' with friends along our journey there...xp

argh!!! where are my choir pictures?!! omg..all lost jor..only left pictures in my phone jek...sobs sobs..wuwu..haihz..better than none..xp

yeah...here is the place we stayed...supposed to be at Asrama Teknik de...but then they said there kena denggi edy..so change to here le...

the feel is...*haunted*

1) toilets/bathrooms can't lock

2) toilets/bathrooms no light

3) so many cat's meows...in the midnight~

4) the forks and spoons are soooo oily...(just like my school's =X)

anyway...I still enjoy myself there...spending some valuable experiences with my friends...especially my seniors...after this competition..we'll meet rarely...I'll miss you all..thx for all your lessons and co-operation during the trainings...thanks~ take care ya^^

Choir Peringkat Daerah

2009-06-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

Pertandingan Koir Peringkat Daerah

Date : 29th April 2009

Venue : SMK St. Bernadette's Convent's School Hall

Yea..29th April...the day after my birthday...the day before that..when we're having training..those girls gave me a surprise by singing me a happy birthday song..huhuu^^ very happy that time...so touching..yeah...I love surprises...and thx for the surprise..huhuu^^ love you girls!!! XP

1st time conducting my choir team for competition..performing time..my hand shivering...argh...so nervous neh! hahax...There are five schools who took part including my school. They are SMJK Yuk Kwan, SMK Sultan Yusuf, SMJK Pei Yuan, SMK ACS Kampar and my school, SMK St. Bernadette's Convent. The songs that we performed are Tanah Pusaka and You'll Be In My Heart...and yeah!! we are the CHAMPION!! very happy ler! so...after this...we are going to Grik to represent Daerah Kinta Selatan. SBC! GO! GO! GO! It is on 3nd of June 2009. We are going one day earlier before the competition..so..we will sleep at the Asrama Teknik....(supposed to be)...next blog will tell you why do I say so...xp

Anugerah Cemerlang

2009-06-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

Date : 18th April 2009

Time : 8.30 am

Venue : SMK St. Bernadette's Convent's School Hall

Hey..if you notice..yeah..it's 18th...clashed with my leo club function..so I and some of my friends have to split ourselves into pieces..

We have to rush to Hainan Association after the Anugerah Cemerlang after performing....haihz..these pictures showing the performances.. I'm conducting the choir team..hehe xp..

tired of rushing..but still happy 'cause get anugerah also..keke xp

*Pelajar Terbaik LEO PMR* & *Pemenang Hadiah PMR 2008*..huhuu xp

music is the path to friendship..

2009-06-09T22:40:00.000-07:00

Date : 18th April 2008
Time : 10am
Venue : Hainan Association
Thx girls for celebrating pui mun's birthday and mine there..thank you ^^

yeah...at last...my job finished le..thx again girls for the commitment..to make this function a success..arigato gozaimasu!! ^^

thinking back the moment we had during the function..well...one of those experiences...we should take as a lesson..

emo punk -ing..kaka xp

2009-06-08T22:51:00.000-07:00

how? how? nice bo? got Avril's style ma? keke xp leave some comment ya..hehe xp

You'll Be In My Heart Always

2009-05-30T12:57:00.001-07:00

She is my best buddy...we chat everything...she is my best partner, best competitor, best companion....best friend...
She is really kind, caring, helpful, friendly...and responsible..yea...it's really true...
She is sooooo talented...and because of that..she gotta leave..she left for a boarding school...It's really sad..but...it should be something to proud of...cause she'll have a better future once she enter the boarding school..It takes me some days to practice myself without her...it was a tough task..until she phoned me..I feel so happy when I heard her voice and even jump up high..people around me were looking at me with full of question marks at that moment....
well...since that day...I feel better...and as the exam fever came...I tried to focus revising and don't think bout how I miss her..'cause every time I think of her..my tears can't stop from rolling down my cheek...Lately she was elected to hold a really high post..but have to wait for the manifesto first..so...just hope that she'll success in everything in her life..keep contact ya! Miss you...take care~

Tagged

2009-05-29T16:33:00.000-07:00

7 Facts about me
1. Most of them said that i'm really a shy girl..O.o
2. I am easily touched and cry.. xp
3. I can sleep as early as 7.xxpm and wake up at anytime in the midnight on normal school days...(yeah..i'm a midnight ghost..keke)
4. I love to work at the eleventh hour..hehe xp
5. I'm used to drink using two straws...wakaka xp
6. I have weak memory power...so, sorry if I've forgotten your name...xp

7. I'm crazyxxx (but ordinary xP)
7 things that scare me
1. horror movies!
2. suddenly blackout~
3. insects!
4. thunder and lightning...
5. 'wolves' =S
6. stranger asking many questions..
7. walking in a dark night, alone..
7 songs of the moment
1. 理想情人
2. 梁山伯与朱丽叶
3. Fall For You
4. 为你写诗
5. 사랑해요(Sarang Hae Yo)只对你说
6. 爱来过
7. 现在很想见你
7 things that I always say
1. sei for
2. dunno/em zhi er..
3. har?
4. really ar?/zhen hai ga?
5. crazy meh?/'so' a...
5. hahax/lolz
6. sui yeh ar! bluek! xp
7. oh my God...
7 things that matter the most to me ( not in any order )
1. Family and my doggie
2. Friends, friends, friends...I need you all...
3. STUDIES, my achivements...
4. computer and my mobile phone(anyway, without them still can live la..)
5. $$$!!! hahax...no choice..this world no free lunch..haix..
6. my safety,my health, my appearance, my voice
7. pen and my note book (told you I have weak memory power..)
7 First times in life (in the last 365 days)
1. Go home so late from Ipoh with friends...

2. Can know so many new friends in a short period...
3. Having such unbalanced sleeping time...so weird...(how special..xp)
4. realizing... something... xp
5. Sleep for 2 hours only...
6. Go to KBox...
7. Saw my picture in the newspaper...xp
7 Idols
1. TWINS (forever)
2. S.H.E.
3. Avril Lavigne
4. Charmaine 佘詩曼
5. Rainie 杨丞琳
6. Nicholas 張棟樑
7. 吴尊, 汪東城